my life have ended up here...

I'm calculating what's left inside me
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it'll be a history

I gave you everything, I gave up my life and they were all for you,
you've ruined everything!
I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you! (And they were all for you)

I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I'm not pretty sure (No, I'm not pretty sure)
After all the crossings we've been through,
it's not suppose to be like this. Why?
And every time you're fucking proud of what you're not
I hate the truth but still it'll be a history

I swear you will know this somehow
Before it's too late and dies
Realities are so complicated
I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes

It's even for me, and even for you
Just try to understand?
You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be!

thankx 4 using me k... x per i x marah pun...
pasal fone 2 simpan jer...
x kisah la smuer 2...
i taw ur not the 1 for me...
u kn populer...nk laki yg hot2..cool2 smuer...
saper la i kan...
just like a dead cat yg u dah langgar gune myvi kakak u...
n mati mcm 2 jer kt tepi jalan...

mungkin cinta x lay prgi jauh maner
kalo dgn aper yg kita dah wt smuer 2 hanye tinggal dalm kenangan
pahit
manis...sgalanya...
mmg ssh towk aku luper cinta ko...but ni
takdir aper nk wt kan...
sgalanya dah hancur...

mmg ngn jujur aku ckp aku
x ceria dia x der ngn aku...
aku lemah x der dia
she always make me happy...
i love u so much effasaszuana
name u kt peha i ttp x hilang...
n parut 2 lah yg wt i x kn lupe an u syg...

sayangku kemana kau mnghilangkn diri
sungguh payah ku mncari mu
kembalilah kpd ku spt waktu dahulu
i miss ur love so much